So the BIG MOVE is less than 1 week away and I can feel the knot in my stomach growing and the sleepless nights beginning. I am not nervous that everything wont get done because I know that it will, I am nervous about the move itself. I am leaving everything that I love and that I am familiar with for a place where I know next to no one, I dont know where to find anything, and I really dont know how I feel about living in.
It was very strange to get my last paycheck and know that the money that is in the checking account right now is all the money I have for a whole year. I dont like the idea at all of being 100% dependant on Jason for money. Its just not me.
I guess that I just need to bury myself in school work and taking care of JP. I dont know what else will get me through this. I am praying and hoping that this year goes QUICKLY and I can be writing this from our new home in SC much faster than I could possibly imagine.
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